I heard Guyz creating hullabaloo, which is a usual scenario in any damn boys hostel, some fighting over their clan’s defeat in counter strike, whereas some comparing the latest movies they saw while others playing the music in the maximum decibel limit possible, to some singing songs in top of their voices in the corridor which makes it even more powerful and adds echoing effect….
I got up cursing the jerks, went out of my room screamed on everyone, while yawning in between, to lower down their volumes, they didn’t say a word and started talking as softly as they could but they must have given all the slangs they knew in their crap shitty mind, I bet…!!
Back to my bed, I tried sleeping, It din work though I was extremely nappy and tired, I changed my mode of sleep it din work again drank a bottle full of water,went to the toilet, same result again…..hell!! wtf is happening I thought ..It was 4:30 by now, still same scenario, I had to attend the 1st lecture tomorrow otherwise teacher would screw me in the next exam for sure, I thought.
So I got up & found my rommie snoring like what he usually does but most of the times I don’t hear coz I sleep before him…so I started to wander around and singing songs loudly, and yea I had stopped others to do the same a few hrs back but that was okay with them I guess….went to the common hall started watching TV (a very rare seen)..
Now it became a habit for me to sleep only 3-4 hours in day and then remain awake whole night like a nocturnal bird….I tried so many times to change my habit but it continued for more than a month…I suffered from severe case of INSOMNIA..but the best part was that I din bunk my morning lectures coz of it and the worst part was that I bunked other important afternoon lectures:(
MY BIOLOGICAL CLOCK GOT REVERSED!
I wrote a poem based on my experiences from that time, and here it is ..though it’s not that good as compared to my earlier ones but at least it’s exactly what I felt..and I did :
INSOMNIA-my dreams @ bay
A sudden ping,
& I get up from my dream,
Ain’t a worthy fling,
and my soul makes a loud scream.
I want peace,
I want a dreamless slumber,
I wish this to cease,
loosing count & still I wonder.
How the hell did it begin,
Extreme case of lassitude?
Where the hell I have been,
dream or case of solitude??
I stare the ceiling,
I change my mode of sleep,
I try concealing,
my bulging eyes are open b4 alarm’s beep!!
I try sleeping pills,
but no escaping this way,
I wish it heals,
“INSOMNIA - my dreams at bay!!!”